I always had the outlook on witness life like mission impossible. Y'no how when given the assignment they get the warning if you or any member of your team is captured the secretary will disavow all knowledge of your actions.
This was what I was prepared to face if I ever left. Like terry said we are basically dealing with a bunch of folk who are conditioned or commanded to 'love' you. I remember one friend of mine who once I was out for good said he couldn't hang with me because he didn't know what I believe now?!?
This was the same cat who I used to pioneer with and hit the titty bars on the weekend with?!? GTFOH!
Just last night (sunday) I was at a witness 'gathering' and realized how much better life is without these brainwashed cult conditioned morons in it. We sat at a table with some 'sister' my wife knew back in the day. Here is how typical witness convo goes with another dub you haven't seen in awhile: Oh what hall are you guys at? Its like you have to give 'spiritual' status updates to show your continued worthiness. I saw this all around the table. Another sis 'oh it was raining so bad yesterday BUT I was determined to go out in service! Shut the fug up you self righteous bitty!
The sister my wife knew followed suite oh I have 2 kids and my oldest is progressing towards baptism! Really thats the highlight of what you can share with us about the fruit of your loins?!?
While sitting there I realized that I hate JW's a bunch of brainwashed turds who wouldn't recognized truth if it slapped them with god almighties dick!
Sorry for the rant had to get that out.